I really don't know what to say in this "post." I am just numb. I am somebody who misses her dad a lot. I wish I could just go and give my dad a hug.
One thing I don't regret though is that I spent a lot of time with my dad before he passed on. We went on rides to the Dry Farm where he grew up, we would go to Wendy's and get Frosty's, but the most important thing we did was we talked. We talked about everything. Even though he would say, "Now what were we talking about." He had such good advice on everything from how to live your life fully, to how to have the best and most fulfilled marriage. If I had questions about life I knew my dad would steer me in the right direction even if I had to repeat the question over and over. My dad was so full of wisdom, he would go out of his way to help anyone he could. One of the best things about dad was his sense of humor. He was alway laughing at a joke or telling a joke.
I know in my heart he is better off where he is at. It is just that my heart is breaking right now and longing to be with him. He was a great man, and I hope that I can make my mom and him proud of me so I will be worthy to be with them in the eternities.
Emily
