NEW BLOG

    I have a new BLOG I am writing on now. It is:

            A Job, Two Cats, and a Husband.

This is where I am now posting, so come on over and visit my new BLOG.


Emily~

TESTIMONY

I don't know what to name this BLOG. Right now I am listening to the song "Jesus was No Ordinary Man." The spirit is so strong. The house is clean, the t.v. is off, and it is just nice and peaceful. It is a place dad would like to be as well as our Heavenly Father and Savior. I am listening to Your LDS Radio. It is AWESOME.

I am now a HIGHLY QUALIFIED TEACHER IN THE STATE OF IDAHO.!!!!! YEAH!!!! I passed the Praxis II and am very excited.

This is the closest I have felt to dad in the last 7 months. I can feel his spirit. I miss him so much. I remember him at my wedding being my "flower girl." I'll never forget that. "To "BELIEVE" is to have faith in." Sometimes it is really hard to BELIEVE and have faith in. I want every one who reads this to know that I have a testimony of the gospel. I love it with all my heart. I know the Book of Mormon is true and that President Monson is a Prophet of God. I know all of these things, but why is it so hard to do everything you need to.

I miss you all. I can't wait to see all of you again. It seems like a long time since I have seen any of you. I guess I just need to make it a priority to get up to my mom's place. Everyone have a great day. Hopefully I will see you soon.

Emily :)

FAMILY, FAMily, Family!!!!

This past week and a half my husband and I were priviliged to have all the kids with us. It was very nice. We did things that ranged from ice blocking to going to the park and playing baseball.

Family is very important to us. When we are able to have the kids with us we just want to do everything possible for them. That is a feeling I think you feel only when you have kids. Just wanting to give everything you have to them. I'm sure you can have that kind of feeling other times in your life, but that feeling is a very different feeling. I love these children so much, and I want them to have everything that I had when I grew up. I guess it comes down to all you can give them is your love. These kids are great, and I wish everyone would have a chance to meet them. Having these kids in my life is very special to me, as well as having a good guy in my life.

I guess the main thing I am trying to say is love your family. They are them ones that will always stick by you.

Emily

Daily Living

Well, I guess it is time I write a new post on my BLOG. I guess in short things are going well. School will be out in five weeks, my students did well on ISAT's today, and I am feeling well. All in all I believe things are going great. Neill is working hard at the Hampton in as a trial run through the Deseret Industries Training Program, now if we could get our Internet back and I didn't have to come to the library to BLOG that would even be better. Well, everyone out their have a wonderful day. Talk to you later.

Emily

A New Perspective on Life

I really don't know what to say in this "post." I am just numb. I am somebody who misses her dad a lot. I wish I could just go and give my dad a hug.

One thing I don't regret though is that I spent a lot of time with my dad before he passed on. We went on rides to the Dry Farm where he grew up, we would go to Wendy's and get Frosty's, but the most important thing we did was we talked. We talked about everything. Even though he would say, "Now what were we talking about." He had such good advice on everything from how to live your life fully, to how to have the best and most fulfilled marriage. If I had questions about life I knew my dad would steer me in the right direction even if I had to repeat the question over and over. My dad was so full of wisdom, he would go out of his way to help anyone he could. One of the best things about dad was his sense of humor. He was alway laughing at a joke or telling a joke.

I know in my heart he is better off where he is at. It is just that my heart is breaking right now and longing to be with him. He was a great man, and I hope that I can make my mom and him proud of me so I will be worthy to be with them in the eternities.

Emily

HEAVEN IS NOT SO FAR AWAY

On Jan 8, 2010 at 6:05 my father passed away. It was so peaceful. My dad was in so much pain, and to see him not be in any pain anymore was such a relief.

On Jan 11, 2010 we had his funeral and laid him to rest in the Sugar City, ID Cemetary. I am so glad he was my "father." I am glad I was able to be his daughter.

Dad, I love you, and someday I will see you again. Take care.

Love your daughter,

Emily

Losing Those You Love

I found out some sad news right before Christmas. My dad had gotten sicker and didn't have much time to live. I think I am still in shock. Sometimes it hits me that he is getting sicker and the tears start to flow. However, I feel like I need to be there for my family, and especially to help out with my dad in anyway I can.

In my heart I know he doesn't want to live this way. If he could express himself he would say let me go. How do I say good-bye. The only thing that gives me solace is the knowledge that we are an "Eternal Family," and that I have an understanding husband. This picture was taken when he was at a better stage of his Alzheimer's disease and cancer.

I love my mom so much. I don't know how she makes it, but she is always turning to our Heavenly Father. She is a wonderful example to me. I have wonderful parents, and a wonderful family. I just plan to continue to turn to my Heavenly Father and Savior. I know my "Elder Brother" has experienced everything so I know he knows how I am feeling. I hope we all remember our Savior knows what we are going through.

Emily :~ -

Christmas Miracles

This last week at school I had a Christmas Miracle happen to me. I had been out with pneumonia, and was very stressed out about Christmas. I didn't know how I was going to get Christmas for my Step-kids. Neill had been out of work, and I had no HOPE. I didn't even use the word "hope" in my vocabulary, because everytime I did my "hope" was squashed again.

I went to work on Wed., and found a jar sitting on my desk it was in a Christmas bag. I pulled it out, and it was full of money. It had a book in it called the "Christmas Jar." After counting all of it their was $200 in it. The next day I went and found $100 more dollars in an envelope. We were able to buy Christmas for our kids, and something nice for ourselves. I will never forget that Christmas Jar that we received on Wed. I think my Heavenly Father was watching out for me through people who care for Neill and I. Maybe "hope" isn't such a bad thing to have. Merry Christmas everyone, and have a Happy Holiday.

Emily

Pets and the Holidays

Well, this is Snowflake and Tucker. Every year they get their picture taken, and decorated for the holiday season. Needless to say it isn't their most favorite time of the year.

Tucker looks very stunning and is displaying his neck wreath quite well I might add.

Snowflake doesn't like her neck wreath AT ALL. However, it does make her look very cute. Tucker just puts up with it.

We are moved to Pocatello which is very hard on both of them since they are now indoor cats once again. We also live in a much smaller place. So they tend to get on each others nerves quite a bit more.

If you don't have children living with you pets become your life. They have quite the personalities, and they let you know exactly how they feel about things. They know if your sad. They know when your happy. They know your emotions and love you know matter what.

Christmas is my favorite time of year. I love looking at the lights and seeing the decorations. It's just a happy season, and most of all it reminds me of Christ, and what I need to do to COME UNTO HIM. I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season.

Emily

TRIALS "Are they for our own good?"

Well, Neill and I have moved to Pocatello now. We are in a great ward. We are in the Highland 6th Ward. Neill is still looking for a job, but it will come. I finally got the apartment decorated, and it feels like home. However, there are still lots of boxes to unpack, and a storage unit to rent.

I am just trying to read my scriptures, say my prayers, and do the things that I am supposed to do. I keep hoping that by doing these things life in general will get better. Finances always seem to be a problem, I never do anything right, and I feel trapped. Does anyone else have rough days or bad days, because it's right after Thanksgiving, and I am supposed to be thankful. I guess I am thankful that my mom, dad, and Shelley are safe and okay, and not hurt from the near fire in their house. I am thankful that I have a roof over my head, and a job. I am thankful for my Heavenly Father and Savior and for the knowledge of the Gospel. I guess in my down time I need to remember the things I am thankful for.

Everyone have a great Christmas Season.

Emily :)

Drawing Closer To The Savior

I've been doing a lot of thinking and contemplating on how I could come closer to God and my Savior. Many things have happened since my last post. Neill was laid off from work, so Neill and I are going to move to Pocatello where I can be closer to my job. We are apartment hunting right now, which is coming along , but nevertheless tiring.

I have been worrying about how to pay bills, how to survive, and how to get to work. During all of this worrying I finally realized I was worrying about the wrong things. I needed to start focusing on my relationship w/my Heavenly Father. I started reading a book by Elder Eyring called "To Draw Closer To God." I was reading a Chapter called "Come Unto Christ." This is a quote from the book:

"I have one other plea, one other hope for you: don't' ignore the impulses that come to you to rise above yourself into a higher and more beautiful word. Growing up, getting educated, seeing the world, and almost everything that happens to you will push to toward saying to yourself: "Oh, that was just a dream. That's not possible. I could never change that much." You can. The Savior promised, "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." He can and he will. I bear you my testimony that you can ivite the Holy Ghost into your life, and because you have been promised that gift by authorized servants of God, he will come. I bear testiony that you can be cleansed by the power of the Atonement. The yearning you've felt for something better is a yearning to come unto Christ. This promise in section 19 of the Doctrine and Covenants is true: "Learn of me, and listen to my words; walk in the meekness of my Spirit, and you shall have peace in me." (D&C 19:23) pg. 59

I finally felt like my Heavenly Father was listening to me. His servant was speaking to me indivdually. I don't know what is in store for me, but I know my Heavenly Father is listening to me and I am very grateful I am not in this alone in this world. I will keep everyone updated on what is going on in our lives, and if you need a good book to read "To Draw Closer To God" by Henry B. Eyring is a great book.

Emily :)

Parent Teacher Conference

This was a "bear" of a week. I only had to teach school for three days, however, it was the two 12 hour day of parent teacher conferences that wore me out. As teachers we chose to work until 8 p.m. on Wed. night after a full day of school, and then to work a full 12 hours on Thursday so we could have Friday off.

I commute 30 min. each way so it makes you that much more tired because you can't arrive home in 3-5 min. However, it was worth those two days to have a day off. I discovered what it felt like to be so tired you just fell into bed. I already knew that feeling, but it was magnified by two times.

I am so thankful I am in a profession that I enjoy most of the time. Neill, he goes to work everyday, be it night, or the day, and he works hard. It definately is not his favorite job, but he does it to bring in money, and because he loves me. I love my husband so much. I am so greatful for his willingness to work and to work hard. Neill, "Thank you! I love you, and appreciate all you do for our family." It is wonderful to have a spouse that you can be thankful for.

I will keep you updated, but so far, life is going along, and it is getting COLD!!!

Life in the FFaaasssttt Laaanne

This is one of my favorite pictures. Family is so important, and it is the only thing that has gotten me through so far this year and in my life. I have gone back to school teaching this year, and I am teaching at two schools this year. One in the morning and one in the afternoon. It really keeps you hopping, that is for sure. School starts at 8:00 at my first school. I am a Special Ed. Teacher and I work with the Kindergarten kids and 1st graders. I leave my first school at 11:00 and get to my next school at about 11:15 (that will change in the winter). I start seeing my 3rd graders at 12:00. So I have a fast lunch, and make sure that I am ready and prepared for when they come to my class. At this school I see 3rd grade, Kindergarten, and 2nd grade.

Neill has a new job too. He is working at Basic American doing all different kinds of things. It's rough, because it is shift work, and he works some days, some nights, and it is 12 hrs. straight.
It's nice in a way though because he is working in Blackfoot. I sure do love him for taking on that job.

It seems like I can get so caught up in life that I forget the important things sometimes. It seems as if the days run together. Neill and I might not see each other for a day, and the next thing you know it seems like I'm running in one direction and he is running in the other. The thing I need to remember is to slow down and enjoy the journey. Take time to enjoy the people around you. The things that really count in your life like family (Husbands, parents, brothers and sisters on both sides of family). As I rush through the day trying to get from here to there I forget to take a moment and thank Heavenly Father for Neill and that the car is working, and that the sun is shining, or that there is no snow on the ground to contend with yet.

Sometimes I, and maybe some of you get caught in the FAST LANE. We have jobs we have to do to make a living, but I am going to try not to make that my life. I am going to strive harder to spend time with the people that really count, and the people I love.

Sometimes while writing this Blog I am able to ponder and see what I need to do in my own life, and other times it is a fun and exciting story. I hope things are going well for all of you out there.
Take some time out of your busy life and spend it with some loved ones. See how it makes you feel and them.

Sincerely,

Emily :)

TUCKER and "The BULL"

This is my cat Tucker. He brings a lot of pleasure to me for sure. However, I let him go out and play in the yard quite frequently. However, he doesn't just stay in the yard. We have a pen of cows and a couple of bulls next door eating off the grass. There is one BULL, we (our friend John, Neill, and I) we think he was the runt of the "cows/bulls" that year. Tucker seems to like things Bigger than him, and the neat thing about it is I don't think he realizes they are bigger than him. Our friend John was driving down the lane one day and he looked in the pasture, and Tucker was sitting on the back of that BULL. He had to look twice. The Bull just let him. They just sat together for one hour as he watched. then Tucker jumped off the back of the Bull.

The next day John was driving down the lane again, and he saw this Bull trotting along behind something. He wasn't quite sure of what it was until he got out of his truck and looked, and sure enough, Tucker and the Bull were playing chase, or Catch me if you Can. The Bull would trot behind Tucker for a little while, and then they would change and Tucker would chase the Bull and trot after him at the same pace.

You know we can learn a lot from animals. Tucker and apparently this Bull didn't care that each of them were different and of a different size, or a different kind of animal. All they knew is that they had fun together. They didn't care what we thought even though we found it quite humorous a Cat playing with a Bull and vice versa.

I think as group of people we just need to take each other for who we are. That we are Heavenly Father's Children and be happy with that and not worry about all the little stuff. I could go on for probably another page about the horses Tucker plays with etc. I've learned a lot from my cats in a very humbling and humerous way. Hopefully we can all be less judging of our Heavenly Father's children and creatures.

Everyone have a great day!!

Emily

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Tucker

This is Tucker my loving cat who would do anything for me. Even try to catch a mouse for me. I wanted to tell you about this story my friend told me about Tucker. Tucker is a little chubby. However he hasn't gained much weight since he has been with me.

Tucker saw a mouse in the field in the field and took pursuit of that mouse. My friend sat back and watched Tucker trying to catch this mouse. The mouse was about 3 feet in front of Tucker and my friend sat their and watched Tucker saying silently to himself "Go Tucker get that Mouse." However Tucker was getting really ticked off. He was not getting any closer. He kept chasing, and that mouse kept getting farther away finally Tucker gave up after 5 minutes of pursuit. As you can probably guess Tucker was mad. He walked away with a disgusted "Garfield" look on his face. My friend said, "It was the funniest expression he had seen from a cat, and especially from Tucker.

Getting in the head of a cat is a funny thing to do. Just seeing thier expressions, the way they walk, and their overall appearance says it all. CATS ARE GREAT!

mOm AnD bEiNg A mOm!

Moms! Wow! What a powerful word. I have step-son living with Neill and I. Having Dustin live with us has brought around experiences I would have never known about.
School clothes, book orders, girl friends (they think)
school supplies, chores at home, allowance
etc.
I honestly had know idea how expensive kids were ESPECIALLY TO FEED!!!!!
I want everyone out there to know how long I have
waited to be a mother. The time is finally here
and I hope I don't screw it up. It is such a
BIG responsibilty. I HAVE ONE OF
HEAVENLY FATHER'S CHILDREN I AM
RESPONSIBLE FOR. THAT SCARES ME.
Does anyone else out there get scared that they are responsible for Heavenly Fathers children. It is such a big responibility. I want to do my very best to get these children back to HIM.

I love these children with all my heart and I want to do my very best to help them get back to Heavenly Father. I hope I can be a great mother to Dustin and a good example. Everyone have a great day. Love you all.

Emily

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KIds, SICkNEss, and EVeryTHIng ELse!!!

This is my step son Dustin. He is living with us now which is going quite well. However, this week was FLU WEEK in our house!!

I got the first. It consisted of everything. Puking, diariah, body aches, headaches and everything else you can imagine. It was awful.

I am learning quite a bit raising an 11 year old boy. Know that I am in charge of one of Heavenly Fathers children makes me so nervous, but very honored. I think now. We need to have Home Evening, Family Prayer, Scripture Study, we need to make sure we have a homework time, a reading time a decent bedtime. AHHHHHHHHHH! My head is going to explode. I CAN DO THIS. I'M RESPONSIBLE. JUST NEED TO KEEP TELLING MYSELF THIS. I CAN DO THIS! I CAN DO THIS!!! HAVE A GREAT WEEK EVERYBODY !!

WhAt COuLd Be BeTtEr ThAn KiDs!!!!

Kids, Kids, Kids! I love kids! I ended up having kids without having kids. I am around kids all day long. I am going to be coming home to a child now which to me is very exciting. What a blessing to have children.

My cats have been my children most of my life, but to actually have children. What a change. What a special gift my Heavenly Father gave to me. Or Is It?!!?!?!?!?!?!!

Well this is the end of my wonderful thoughts today. Have a great and wonderful day for the rest of the week.

eMiLy