Losing Those You Love

I found out some sad news right before Christmas. My dad had gotten sicker and didn't have much time to live. I think I am still in shock. Sometimes it hits me that he is getting sicker and the tears start to flow. However, I feel like I need to be there for my family, and especially to help out with my dad in anyway I can.

In my heart I know he doesn't want to live this way. If he could express himself he would say let me go. How do I say good-bye. The only thing that gives me solace is the knowledge that we are an "Eternal Family," and that I have an understanding husband. This picture was taken when he was at a better stage of his Alzheimer's disease and cancer.

I love my mom so much. I don't know how she makes it, but she is always turning to our Heavenly Father. She is a wonderful example to me. I have wonderful parents, and a wonderful family. I just plan to continue to turn to my Heavenly Father and Savior. I know my "Elder Brother" has experienced everything so I know he knows how I am feeling. I hope we all remember our Savior knows what we are going through.

Emily :~ -